Title: Strong Enough To Surrender Author: etoile-etiolee Pairing: Sam/Dean Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 16K Warnings: mpreg, knotting, mean John, graphical birth/delivery, alpha!sam, omega!dean, marking, overstimulating, heat Summary: Dean is an omega. Since puberty, John has insisted that he takes suppressants because he does not believe Dean can be respected amongst hunters if they learn about his status. Stuck between an alpha father and an alpha brother, Dean struggles to find his place in the world. That is, until John forces him to take some life-changing decisions when he throws him out. Joining Sam at Stanford, Dean comes to term with his own needs and identity, while Sam waits patiently for his brother to realize that they are mate. What happens after… well, a lot, but Sam and Dean are together. Dean can deal with anything, even an unexpected pregnancy, with his brother by his side.
It was kind of nice for a change to be out in the wilderness, not chasing/being chased by some monster who was eating campers. This time they were actually there for the enjoyment of being outdoors, despite their lifestyle of being on the road almost constantly.
This was Dean’s doing, of course. He promised that he’d make more of an effort to start doing normal things with Sam, to show him that their lives weren’t completely revolved around hunting.
Sam sat on a log, Dean’s big jacket wrapped around his shoulders as he watched his brother bring a few more pieces of wood for the small fire they had going. He watched as the warm orange glow lit up the other’s face, bringing out his freckles and the lighter shades of brown in his hair as he kept the pile from falling over. He was beautiful. His determination to keep Sam happy, to go out of his way to do these things for his little brother made Sam’s heart swell with joy.
“What’s that goofy look for?” Dean asked, wearing a bit of a bashful smile because of the way Sam was gazing at him in a dreamy way.
“You’re really good to me, Dean,” Sam retorted, shifting over a bit on the log in an invitation. Dean moved to sit beside him, sliding his arm over his shoulders and pressing a kiss to his temple.
“That’s what big brothers are for,” he murmured against his soft locks, smiling to himself afterward before Sam turned his head and gazed up at him.
There was a few moments of quiet as hazel eyes met green ones, the gentle crackle of the fire and far away wildlife filled the silence as the moment grew a little more serious. Sam leaned in and Dean met him half way, their lips brushing together in a silent admission of love from the both of them.
They must have exchanged soft kisses for 20 minutes or so, up until Sam felt so overwhelmed with love that he could have sworn tears were threatening to well in his eyes.
“Dean..” Sam whispered, his voice a bit shaky. His brother responded with a soft kiss. "Please?“
Not another word needed to be spoken before Dean gently touched Sam’s face, sipping at his lips and kissing to his forehead. He stood and took his brother’s hand, leading him into their tent where they undressed each other and touched with reverent hands, crossing the line they knew they could never go back from, where they never wanted to come back from.
“Well, Mr. Padalecki… we just turned legal, you know.”
What about fourty-year-old Jared falling for the adorable Winchester twins Jensen and Dean? Being the “cool uncle” from the flat across the corridor and giving them a place to take a few hours off their strict father’s parenting, Jared quickly collects bonus points from the real vivid and real charming boys. Father-figure, best friend, role model… and is it just him or does he serve as a big giant crush for at least one of them as well?
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