ok sorry guys but I need to vent

I haven’t felt this suicidal in a LONG TIME holy shit I have homework due tomorrow and I need to do it but… i haven’t done it yet… my apathy levels have gone thru the roof; my god I literally care about nothing. absolutely nothing. I ate an entire bag of chips today and I’m not hungry at all but i just. keep eating. I cleaned the kitchen but only b/c I was scared that my roommates would be pissed if I didn’t and I also need to take a shower but like… what’s the point? I am going to graduate soon, but idk if I can do this you guys