This here is a real gun. See?
anyone else love how Sam didn’t react
Pretty sure he reacted with a bitchface
pretty sure he was thinking of the little piece of wood that hit his head
THAT PIECE OF WOOD.
Tag: Sam and Dean
fuckthisshittbh-deactivated2015:
Dean has no clue, no clue at how fucked up Sam is.
He’s so fed up of Sam and that frickin journal, taking after their old man.
Dean catches Sam sometimes, cross legged on the motel floor, pen in one hand, scribbling away at the frail pages of the book.
Dean knows Sam isn’t writing, but drawing and he knows he shouldn’t look but he can’t help himself.Sam will catch Dean looking at him, in the hall way of school, when he’s just out the shower, when he’s scribbling down every little thing that pops into his head. He’s screaming inside, wanting Dean to just rush him off his feet, to take him away from this thing they call ‘living’.
Dean finally gets a clue when Sams fast asleep, hand resting lightly on his book, slowly, Dean slides it from his hand, his tongue pressed between the space in his teeth.
The drawings are…beautifully heartbreaking. They’re a call for help.
His drawings are screaming at Dean.“Gonna make it better, little brother” Dean whispers as lets the notebook slide down next to him. He brings his hand up to rest against his baby brothers hair.
“Gonna make it better”
“Do you want to know what I confessed in there? What my greatest sin was? It was how many times I let you down. I can’t do that again. What happens when you decide that I can’t be trusted again? Who are you going to turn to next time instead of me? Another angel? Another vampire?”
#my soul hurts #but it’s about time Dean realizes that putting Sam down actually has an impact on how he feels #i.e. you can’t just say shit w/the intention of hurting him and then act surprised when he goes on a suicide mission to seek your approval #and because he thinks it’s just penance for all his ”mistakes”
consulting-idjits-in-the-tardis:
oh my god he’s so proud of himself i’m going to die
#these fucking actors #they know their characters better than they know themselves
You gotta let me take care of you, man.
#this is the first time Sam’s ever got hurt on a hunt, #and Dean is still so young and fresh-faced, #just turned nineteen and alone with Sammy in the hospital while John finishes the job, #and he looks down at his little brother, #so small and broken and bloody on the white sheets, #and he swears to himself, #he’ll never see Sammy like that again, #he’ll never let anything hurt Sammy like that again
I’ve got you